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Jan 11, 201711 min read

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Published: Jan 11, 2017

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        It's not the sameI'm not going to kill you
I'm just going to beat you half to death
Twice





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        BreatheBreathe in
Breathe out
It’s been a while hasn’t it, Matthew?
Breathe in
Breathe out
Thinking about the monumental responsibility
The crippling and burning insecurities
The ever-present depression pressing on your head
Breathe in
Breathe out
As you sink lower and lower
Into the depth that you cannot leave
As if anyone cared enough to let you
Breathe in
Breathe out
Drowning in shock
Watching the sunlight fade away
Like the goals and joyous memories
You were promised, and close to achieving
Breathe in
Breathe out
Hell…that took no time at all
For all of those to slip through your fingers
Stuck in your ways
Like a sad, careless harpy
Spread your broken wings, and try to fly out
Before you drown in the anxiety
Breathe in
Breathe out
No more air in your lungs
No more hope in your heart
Keep it together
Keep others happy
Breathe in
Breathe out
I’m the conscience you want
The one you’ll wish you’d listened to
Before diving into the water
To save what little 






        Justine - Part 4I started to keep a journal. I had never kept one before because I didn’t much care for writing, but reading Justine’s journal inspired me to start. Most of what I jotted down were random thoughts, all of which pertained to Justine. I scribbled doodles of her—her face, her smoking a cigarette, her without a shirt or bra. I’d never touched myself before. When I started puberty my mom told me not to because it was dirty. She made me promise her I wouldn’t. But I was well past keeping promises to my parents.
I didn’t even know how girls masturbated. I researched it online, and then deleted my search history in case my parents went snooping. The first time I did it was a little awkward. I felt like someone was watching me, and I was afraid my mom would walk in at any moment. I pulled my covers over my head and just thought about Justine. Pictured her in jeans and a black t-shirt, then without a shirt, then completely naked, dancing slowly across my bedro
        Concerning PrejudiceThere is no force so violent and so monstrous
As a people unified by their prejudice.






        Bleed MeKill me
Just the way I
Want to be killed
Slowly disassemble
My optimized humanity
Feel me
Like I feel the
Itching in my veins
When their pulsing mocks my
Strangely attuned brain
Hurt me
Without reason
I am ready to receive
If joy isn't real then
Neither is the pain
I want this life to
Disappear with me
I want this mind to
Stop pretending
Existence
Heal me
From my constant
Loop of misconceptions
Terminate my neural
Activity unrestrained
Free me
Just the way I
Like to be freed
Bleed my foreign body
Till there's no one left
        RebuildmentTissues to the brink;
Repairs are a treasure.
Change is a lifetime,
But can occur in the matter
Of a single creature.
Family. Caring. Connection.
Believable words.
Rebuildment; triggered
By the concept -
Things (can) change.






        The End“Funny how when you’re dead people start listening”
Yet you spend your whole life crying out
Threatening, stamping, shouting till your blistering
Guess it doesn’t really matter on this route
See we’re all running out of time, we’re all lessening
And the end is what so many people are about
        -I kissed you 14 weeks ago
under the lying sun
who should have burnt us
who should have turned me away,
and closure is a whore
that doesn't know when
to stop demanding the truth,
because there is no true in you,
you have no truth to make you true,
I drive down the street
and every song whispers your name
and makes me believe that you
will always offer your embrace,
but you feel so wrong,
you feel so wrong.
I am attracted to this pain
that eats me alive
but my body won't die,
my skin won't shed
(and Lord knows I have
been a snake to him),
This shore has been flooded
and the water won't drain,
the anchor has been done for days
and now I only have
my songs of discord
to keep me away.






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