It's hard throwing yourself into recovery. It means being selfish, and prioritising what you conserve energy for. I find myself missing the friendships I made on here. You all meant and still mean so much to me.
I hope I will be back more fully once I no longer need to focus on healing. I am so much happier than I was. I have found someone who sees and loves me for who I am, for all I am, but also holds me accountable for the unhealthy behaviours, and it's so refreshing and enlightening. You can be loved, and not punished for not being perfect. Which sounds so weird to say, but that's been my whole experience before this by everyone I looked up to; never being good enough.
I hope all of you have a wonderful new year.
I miss you all.
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