Wanna know something? I'm really angry. Again.
College are fucking arseholes.
My psychiatrist talked to them on the phone two weeks ago, and faxed them through a fit to return letter strait afterwards. College claim never to have received a letter. Even I have a copy of the damn thing, there is NO WAY that they do not have it.
I'm supposed to be allowed back on Monday. Hadn't heard a single thing from them until someone else chased them on my behalf today, thus the news that I can't go back.
I can't even walk in with my copy of the letter, because the moment I get spotted on sight, they call security, and I get in even more shit for everything.
And for the childish complaints? It's not fucking fair, and I haven't done a damn thing to deserve this crap. All I wanted was to get through this course, so I get the qualification so I can go and do art at uni, then I'm out of here. I don't want to stay in Cambridge, I definitely do not want to have to defer this year and spend another year with college, especially as they're being such assholes about everything. And no matter how hard I've worked and the near perfect grades, they've found some way of throwing it back in my face. I want back to college to give myself a way out, and they're destroying any hopes I had of a future.
I really want to break something.
And I still have flu.