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Some writing pieces that I am particularly proud of...

KnittingYou will have to forgive me
            for hysteria is clawing out of my throat
     as uncontrolled laughter
                 and the tears from my eyes
          that stream down my face,
                       defiling my immaculate eyeliner
                 with streaks as dirty as my
                            filthied mind;
My fingers are intricately interlocked and
           bound so tight that my knuckles are discoloured
     white and yellow and blue while
                 pins and needles stab and gouge
           overstrained tendons
          &
How to be a parent1. Hit your child
when they do something wrong
or something
that you don't like.
Fists, open palms,
belts or wooden spoons
work best.
Do not explain why,
and make sure
to leave a mark.
2. Shout at your child
should they ever frustrate you
or make you angry.
Whether it's their fault
or yours;
they should be the ones to pay for it.
Especially if they cannot do
what you want them to,
no matter how hard
they might have tried.
3. Mock your child
when they are upset.
Do not comfort them
like they deserve;
tell them how stupid they look
with that runny nose
and tears streaming down their face.
Ask them if they've finished yet,
and if they continue to cry,
simply turn your back.
4. Shun your child
when they want your attention.
Tell them that the thing they made
is just a thing, not a plane,
and that it is not good enough,
and never will be.
Make sure they understand
how much better you were
at everything
at their age.
Make them feel worthless,
like a failure,
like they don't deserve your love
DumbWhy   s t a y   • s • i • l • e • n • t •
                                          when they—
        —ADDRESS    .y.o.u.
          —Berate     .y.o.u.
            —beat     .y.o.u.
with   « s y l l - a - b l e »  percussions
                 hammering straining
   ear drums
                                         raw to
       D i S - t O r - T i O n ?
Flesh   )c a v e d(   to   {e m b r a c e}
     h                      
RunnerI walked, at first.
Then I ran.
And I kept on running,
even when I could no longer force the air into my lungs,
and the world spun and stars danced
in front of my glazed-over eyes.
I ran further than I had ever run before,
I ran miles and miles,
and I overheated until I had to
tie my shirt up and expose my
belly to keep from passing out.
I ran through a village,
Then-a-town-then-a-village
then another village-and-another
and nobody ever met my eye
or-asked-if-i-was-okay.
I ran down bridleways-footpaths
and ran through fields
and leg-shredding-brambles,
with my blade-down-the-back-of-my
trousers and t-H-i-R-t-E-e-N rivers of scarlet
trraaaaiiiiiiling down my arm.
I ran until I was
SaFe-FrOm-DiScOvErY
then-i-jumped-off-a-bridge-and-ran-some-more
and my limbs were leaden and my mouth
tasted sweet and-i-had-no-food-or-energy-left
-to-keep-running-and-i-collapsed
in a field near a road at the top of the hill watching the—
—sun set in reds-and-oranges-and-golds,
blue-velvet hues
Spirals and HurricanesSpinning, falling, down, down,
Dance to the chorus of the stars;
a waltz, step in time, three,
spirals, twisting, leaping, free.
Heads raised in triumph to the sun,
Fists clenched as bullets, shining bright,
glaring, smouldering through your soul
of sweet, sweet venom in your veins.
Hurricanes and missile fire,
Screaming chaos, deafened ears,
when blinded eyes watch old worlds die
as dumb men sing to solemn skies.
Clouds as waves, velvet, shrouds,
Drown in nectar, royal blue
butterflies drift on the breeze
of saddened sighs and weakened hearts.
Spirals blend with hurricanes,
Tears are stained with sand,
forget-me-nots,
the woven noose,
a broken neck,
one final breath.
Ashes to ashesBurnt remains float on the draft,
A lazy dance on hidden currents,
Twirling, soaring, plunging into the gap
between charred floorboards
and ashen sills;
Empty inside...
Motes blurring into shadowed spectres,
Flashing in shafts of sunlight
that penetrate gloomy rooms,
Tales long forgotten
remembered in the woodgrain;
Void of feeling...
Disturbing footprints scattered,
Chaotic paths of desperation
running in circles,
Sprinting to a standstill
on black-veined tiles;
Cold as ice...
Splashes of vibrance embracing
silver plated moonbeams,
Ashes to ashes,
And shackled souls
battered to the bone;
Your words taste of dust.

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Jenny
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I am a 21 year old student, currently studying Art and Design, and also a writer, composer and singer-songwriter in my spare time.

I don’t really have one particular area of interest yet; I just enjoy creating and will give anything new a shot ;)

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Ambitions:
:bulletblue: Earn a daily lit deviation
:bulletblue: Get some of my writing professionally published (rather than self-published)
:bulletblue: Many other things, but those are the main ones that matter here ;P

Please do visit/ comment/ like if you enjoy my work :)



Published work:

Silence
Silence
By Jenny Dalziel
Photo book


WARNING: If your favourites are full of naked women instead of art, especially if you do not have any deviations of your own, then I will most likely block you. This is an art site, not a porn site. My work carries a message, or maybe a little fun. Not jack-off material for some random stranger on the internet.

However, if you appreciate my work because it is art, then I am very grateful! Feel free to leave any comments and tips that you wish :)
Wanna know something? I'm really angry. Again.

College are fucking arseholes.

My psychiatrist talked to them on the phone two weeks ago, and faxed them through a fit to return letter strait afterwards. College claim never to have received a letter. Even I have a copy of the damn thing, there is NO WAY that they do not have it.

I'm supposed to be allowed back on Monday. Hadn't heard a single thing from them until someone else chased them on my behalf today, thus the news that I can't go back.

I can't even walk in with my copy of the letter, because the moment I get spotted on sight, they call security, and I get in even more shit for everything.

And for the childish complaints? It's not fucking fair, and I haven't done a damn thing to deserve this crap. All I wanted was to get through this course, so I get the qualification so I can go and do art at uni, then I'm out of here. I don't want to stay in Cambridge, I definitely do not want to have to defer this year and spend another year with college, especially as they're being such assholes about everything. And no matter how hard I've worked and the near perfect grades, they've found some way of throwing it back in my face. I want back to college to give myself a way out, and they're destroying any hopes I had of a future.

I really want to break something.

And I still have flu.
  • Mood: Frustrated

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Dudet19 Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
thank you very much for the favorite :) i hope the llama makes you smile.
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SheDares Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Student General Artist
I shall lubs him 4eva and eva ;P
Llama Love 
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Dudet19 Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Hobbyist Writer
:D
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sea-ebony Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Student Writer
thank you so much for the llama~
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SheDares Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Student General Artist
You're welcome :meow:

And thank you for the watch :heart:
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chriseastmids Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
as always many thanks Jenny :hug:
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SheDares Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Student General Artist
:salute: :glomp:
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paolinaki Featured By Owner 4 days ago
Thanks for the Llama! +fav 
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SheDares Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Student General Artist
You're welcome :meow:
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FaustHabenicht Featured By Owner 4 days ago  Professional Traditional Artist
Thanks for the badge
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