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PaW #52: Gneiss (Grand Finale)Pay no attention to the leeches
Though they crawl up this protolith
Sucking blood through igneous exoskeleton
The beggars will not eat today
But their lights shall be on
And in time, you may find...
That while the park may be full
When you’re in there
Scopophobia will be all but obsolete
‘Till the choreography is forgotten
I saw the vultures today
How emaciated, they have become
Ribcages thru the rind – under duress
Mayhaps your escape was convenient
This path is long and winding
And it will contort further if you persist
Do not bend with it
And stay familiar and overwhelmingly warm
Chattering like magma in its wake
A puppet dancing free of his strings
You have come this far
The point of no return cannot be seen behind you
Now swallow the poison
And embrace the tidal wave...
White wallsThese four blank walls, reality condemned
Je n'en sors jamais indemne
Don't hold me in its grasp
Don't make me face the past
Ne me vois pas, je ne suis là
que pour faire passer le message
One, two, three, thousand visages
All of them bearing oxygen
Attention à la marche avant
Sous une pluie de goudron et de sang
Mais au moins maintenant
Ces murs ne seront plus blancs.
2015-194 EvensongMy friend Rebecca Michelle TheEmptyChest asked if I were to write the story of my life, what I would title it. The title I was thinking of was 'Holding onto Hope' or something along those lines. But 'Evensong' would work well, too, or perhaps better.
Evensong, or Compline as my Roman Catholic sisters and brothers name it, is the closing prayer of the day before retiring. It is a time to reflect upon the day, what has gone well and what has not, what blessing I may give thanks for, and what misdeeds I need to confess to God so that I can sleep with conscience clear.
Psalm 91 is the psalm for Sunday evening. "The one who dwells in the shelter of the Most High and abides in the shade of the Almighty says to the Lord, 'My refuge, my stronghold, my God in whom I trust.'"
Psalm 91 used to bother me because, on the surface level, it is simply not true. God's people do suffer, and all too often they suffer specifically because they are God's people. Then I realized that those who suffer most
Help.No matter how hopeless you feel,
how alone,
or how invisible,
there is someone who is willing,
and waiting,
to help you tie every loose end,
repair every tear,
and help you through it all.
Sometimes it's a matter of finding them,
sometimes they have to find you,
and sometimes is just a matter,
of acknowledging that they exist,
and that you need their help.
So, no matter your circumstances,
no matter your mindset,
no matter how helpless you may feel,
please believe,
that you never have to go through anything alone.
In bothLife
Can save
Is appealing
In both
I'll be
With you
Brush Stroke Discoveriesthe sunset is not complete without tomorrow,
the flight of the bird is not complete without another flutter, and another;
a massage is not complete without enduring repeat strokes
the knots in your heart and the songbrush of your hands repeat and repeat:
a much deserved catharsis.

Lost, but not forgotten 💔

☆ Miranda ☆ Amanda ☆ Deathora ☆ Crissy ☆ Will ☆


I could never do this the justice it deserves compared to the original song, but it needed to be done.

For those who haven't yet read: My housemate killed himself. I didn't expect it to hit me that hard, but I've been falling apart since. Things have been really bad these last few weeks. I've also just had to go to the Police and change my number due to harassment from someone I can't avoid in person, and am facing consequences for the way I reacted during a breakdown when they would not stop phoning and texting me. On top of that, I've been told that I am too unstable for the therapy that I have been waiting months to get, and all my support is dropping out. I'm somehow supposed to "get better" without help, to be able to get the help to get better. Makes so much sense, doesn't it? There are other things as well, but I cannot put them up publicly on here.

People keep telling me I'm resilient and will make it through. I am just getting more and more unwell. Things hit breaking point then proceeded to get worse, and I really don't know how I can possibly pull out of this. I never get time to recover between things any more; with that I think I could make it, but I'm not that lucky. To those who are still supporting me; thank you, it means so much to know people care.


Artist | Hobbyist | Varied

I am 22 year old artist, writer, composer, singer-songwriter and jewellery maker.

I don’t really have one particular area of interest yet; I just enjoy creating and will give anything new a shot ;)

:blackrose: Have a look in my Etsy shop! (okay, not currently active but I do plan on reopening it at some point)

:blackrose: Like my Facebook page!

:blackrose: Subscribe to my YouTube channel!

:bulletblue: Earn a daily deviation
:bulletblue: Get some of my writing professionally published (rather than self-published)
:bulletblue: Many other things, but those are the main ones that matter here ;P

Please do visit/ comment/ like if you enjoy my work :meow:

Published work:
:bulletblue: Silence

:bulletblue: If I favourite but don't comment; I love it and just can't think of any constructive or decent feedback ♡
:bulletblue: You do not need to thank me for the llama, favourite or donation.
:bulletblue: I do not watch-for-watch or fav-for-fav, so please do not ask me and then get offended when I say no.
:bulletblue: Even if I do not thank you for favourites (I generally don't thank my watchers because I can't keep up with the numbers), I do really appreciate all of them!
:bulletblue: I do not generally participate in "tagged" journals.

WARNING: If your favourites are full of naked women instead of art, especially if you do not have any deviations of your own, then I will most likely block you. This is an art site, not a porn site. My work carries a message, or maybe a little fun. Not jack-off material for some random stranger on the internet. And no, I will not send you nudes: Stop asking.

However, if you appreciate my work because it is art, then I am very grateful! Feel free to leave any comments and tips that you wish :aww:


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endlessly-screaming Featured By Owner 14 hours ago  New Deviant Student General Artist
Thanks for the llama!! 5 seconds hug 
SheDares Featured By Owner 13 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Np x
pearwood Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
I'm glad it didn't work, my friend.

I'm glad there are people who are willing to kick your door down.

You matter.

Steve :heart:
GhostOfTheEmptyGrave Featured By Owner 2 days ago
:huggle: You need it.
SheDares Featured By Owner 13 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Well, gotta love a tight hug :hug:
pearwood Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
oviedomedina Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2015
Thank you for the favorite Jenny!
SheDares Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome :3
butthead1992 Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2015
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