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the R word


I finally published "The R Word" to Facebook.

I've never gone public to people I actually know in the real world before. I know there is a risk that the people who assaulted me may see it, but I no longer care enough for it to stop my any more.

This is the one post I really want to get attention. I want it shared, I want as many people to see it as possible, and not because I wrote it or because it's about me: Because there isn't enough out there for survivors, and people (myself included) are often too ashamed to talk about it.

If you could share my post and spread it as much as possible, I would seriously appreciate it. You don't have to follow my page or comment or anything; that's not what I'm looking for. I just want it out there so someone who has been or is going through the same thing can see it, and draw strength from it.

You can find my post here.

Much love to you all. Stay strong :heart:

Take a look at these:

PaW #52: Gneiss (Grand Finale)Pay no attention to the leeches
Though they crawl up this protolith
Sucking blood through igneous exoskeleton
The beggars will not eat today
But their lights shall be on
And in time, you may find...
That while the park may be full
When you’re in there
Scopophobia will be all but obsolete
‘Till the choreography is forgotten
I saw the vultures today
How emaciated, they have become
Ribcages thru the rind – under duress
Mayhaps your escape was convenient
This path is long and winding
And it will contort further if you persist
Do not bend with it
And stay familiar and overwhelmingly warm
Chattering like magma in its wake
A puppet dancing free of his strings
You have come this far
The point of no return cannot be seen behind you
Now swallow the poison
And embrace the tidal wave...
White wallsThese four blank walls, reality condemned
Je n'en sors jamais indemne
Don't hold me in its grasp
Don't make me face the past
Ne me vois pas, je ne suis là
que pour faire passer le message
One, two, three, thousand visages
All of them bearing oxygen
Attention à la marche avant
Sous une pluie de goudron et de sang
Mais au moins maintenant
Ces murs ne seront plus blancs.
2015-194 EvensongMy friend Rebecca Michelle TheEmptyChest asked if I were to write the story of my life, what I would title it. The title I was thinking of was 'Holding onto Hope' or something along those lines. But 'Evensong' would work well, too, or perhaps better.
Evensong, or Compline as my Roman Catholic sisters and brothers name it, is the closing prayer of the day before retiring. It is a time to reflect upon the day, what has gone well and what has not, what blessing I may give thanks for, and what misdeeds I need to confess to God so that I can sleep with conscience clear.
Psalm 91 is the psalm for Sunday evening. "The one who dwells in the shelter of the Most High and abides in the shade of the Almighty says to the Lord, 'My refuge, my stronghold, my God in whom I trust.'"
Psalm 91 used to bother me because, on the surface level, it is simply not true. God's people do suffer, and all too often they suffer specifically because they are God's people. Then I realized that those who suffer most
Help.No matter how hopeless you feel,
how alone,
or how invisible,
there is someone who is willing,
and waiting,
to help you tie every loose end,
repair every tear,
and help you through it all.
Sometimes it's a matter of finding them,
sometimes they have to find you,
and sometimes is just a matter,
of acknowledging that they exist,
and that you need their help.
So, no matter your circumstances,
no matter your mindset,
no matter how helpless you may feel,
please believe,
that you never have to go through anything alone.
In bothLife
Can save
Is appealing
In both
I'll be
With you
Brush Stroke Discoveriesthe sunset is not complete without tomorrow,
the flight of the bird is not complete without another flutter, and another;
a massage is not complete without enduring repeat strokes
the knots in your heart and the songbrush of your hands repeat and repeat:
a much deserved catharsis.
Honouring Christmas in a War ZoneHonouring Christmas in a War Zone
I don’t know you well, so all I can say
Is that I hope you stay well on this Christmas day.
I don’t know if you celebrate, or if memories will
Come with destruction and render you still.
I don’t know you much really, so all that I know
Is that you’ve been through hell ,and sometimes reached out to those
Around you for love, support and kind care;
Oh I wish I was like them, but I am not there.
I don’t know much about you, ‘cept your name and some ills
Like depression and others, those paying the bills
With memories and madness, with perversion and pain;
I do hope that for one moment in peace you’ll remain.
Christmas means a lot of things to each and every one,
For me it’s dulled and dented by the loss of James, my son.
I don’t know what memories haunt Christmas time for you,
But I hope you know we’re here whatever they may do
To remind you of your failures and remind you

Lost, but not forgotten 💔

☆ Miranda ☆ Amanda ☆ Deathora ☆ Crissy ☆ Will ☆


61 by FraDraz
waiting for Halloween is so hard by Night-Luminosity
Loneliness of Stars by Sieskja
Golden Lining by ArlyssStewart
Geometric - Persuasion by Thubakabra
Zipped up rainbow  by Ciyradyl
Creature 1 by GianniLadouk
Sydney by Wolfskuss
After rain. by MateuszPisarski
Unbroken - Pastel painting by ooBLACKNIGHTINGALEoo
Paon bleu by Arkus83
Crystal by AkuArtist
Rainy Days Suncatcher by EarthBalanceCraft
Frosted by BoxTail
Trees in blizzard by Pajunen
Devoured, Deflowered by liyaperfidious
Drop by boyrd
Save Tigers by nicostars

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GallopHorse1001 Featured By Owner 14 hours ago
Thank for the Liama
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maartje88 Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thnx for the Llama!!!
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ET-ME Featured By Owner 1 day ago  New Deviant Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the llama :)
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GianniLadouk Featured By Owner 6 days ago  New Deviant Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you very much for the fav and for the feature :) (Smile) I really appreciate it!
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TomFuckU Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so much for your Llama :hug: I've given you one too :D
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